Strange and sweet dream again..

I'm dreaming on her again..

I dream of her several times in past few month..

Maybe because of we do more chating recently..

In the dream~~

~~By coincidence, we meet in a carnival..

Automatically both of us walk together in the carnival..

She have some argument with her's family, not so happy..

In the carnival, the way we talk,

the way we feel each other

and somemore we hold hands walk along the carnival..

made us like a sweet couple @@

After that she rest a night at my house (9 floor)~~

Dream dream.. Mine always to be strange and sweet..

Truly speak,

i got good impression on her since we're kid ..

She's the kind of girl that i like..

Good impression, but not yet love..

If let my friend know,

they surely call me to "Brave Brave Come" "Never Try Never Know"

But i know well that we're more suitable to be friend..

Even if i chase her,

i know that i won't success.

Princess is belong to Prince..

Knight just can protect Princess inwardly..

最近好吗..

你问我最近好吗..

我该怎么回答你呢?? 我很好?? 我不好??

我的回答是不好,我知道你比我好..

就这样的回答,我被骂了..

(我只是问你,你一定要这样回答吗..你的脾气就是这样)

说那句话会跟脾气有关吗??haha..奇怪叻..

现在的我,要过的快乐 就算没了你..

(虽然7天里只有3天能保持那种心态)

4天-我想你,我希望你能回来..

3天-不需要想你,没了你我也能很快乐..

我相信,我能做到.. 没了你,我也能过的更好..

I can have better life just by myself..move on,move on..

男人泪 , 不为罪..

一个人走在陌生的街道上，无意间抬头，

 

夜空如墨，自叹，连星星都躲着我。

 

一丝冷风吹来，感觉灵魂已然脱离了自己的身体，一股辛酸突入心地。

 

好像痛哭一场，不要别人看到，只到眼泪流干！

 

让自己从此遗忘眼泪的滋味！

 

男人泪，不为罪！

 

男人也有伤心时，也有让自己心痛的事情。

 

男人先后自己一个人默默地流泪，不需要安慰，只要哭个痛快！

 

哭过后把伤痛埋在心灵深处，然后继续在路上挣扎。

 

然而这种心痛不是消失，而是在心底储蓄，

 

也许某一天他会再次爆发，让人欲生欲死！

 

男人泪！不值钱！但不下贱！

 

咬住嘴唇，紧闭双眼，仰起头！

 

任由放肆的眼泪浸饰着脸颊！

 

我们知道有些事不是眼泪可以解决的，但我们要发泄！

 

只是发泄，不是掩盖或逃避什么！

 

希望不要在流泪！

 

不要自己的眼泪打扰到别人的生活，

尤其是我心爱的你！

 

 


Copy from 言儡

exhauted or getting older??

This few days,i sleep a lot...

Monday until now i totally slept around 35 hours @@

I'm exhauted?? or I'm getting older?? or New enviroment??

My sleeping place..Upperside

Wardrobe & Book Desk (without book @@)

Online & Gaming Zone

Maybe i'm exhauted..

Maybe i'm getting older..

Maybe the clean enviroment..

Maybe i'm just nothing to do..Except sleeepZZZ..

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

其实..

其实，我很累了，我習慣假裝堅強 ，

習慣了一個人面對所有，我不知道自己到底想怎麼樣。

有時候我可以很開心的和每個人說話，可以很放肆的，

可是卻沒有人知道，那不過是偽裝，很刻意的偽裝；

我可以讓自己很快樂很快樂，

可是卻找不到快樂的源頭，只是傻笑。

又是一年了..

又是一个一年了..25 岁了,不能不认老了,真的需要好好的想想未来的路要怎样走了..

在这一年里面发生了很多很多的事..开心的,不开心的.. 在这一年里面 最开心的,最幸福的,最痛苦的和最难捱的时刻 我都尝尽了..

去年的这个日子,是农历新年,是情人节;也是我和她分手的日子..情人节吗,我只收过一份礼物,就在去年;礼物是我们分手了..

我要的是一个能晋身婚姻的恋爱,可是总遇不到..遇到了,却是在错的时间 遇上对的人..

伤了又伤,痛了又痛 已经足够了..我不要再让自己受到伤害了..不要再爱了

现在的我,只想让自己更快乐,更充实..每天我都告诉我自己,没了她 我也可以很快乐甚至更快乐..是的,我让我自己快乐 几天后,又down了..说不要想,却还是想了..

时间 时间..我要快乐..

A rushing Chinese New Year..

Really enjoying hanging out with my relative in this Chinese New Year,although is damn rushing and exhausted..

2nd Feb off day go back Malacca,3rd Feb morning rush back Singapore work 2nd shift..After work go back Malacca again,5th Feb morning rush back Singapore work 2nd shift again..From 1st Feb to 6th Feb,i slept not more than 20 hour..@@

I wanna say thanks a million times to my dear Phoebe and Johnsen..Thanks to them,driving from Malacca to JB just to fetch me back to Malacca on 3rd Feb midnight..Really feel paiseh make them tired,but is happy to have them as my friends..Muaaack^^

Because of they fetch me back, i manage to see most of my relative and manage to take family potrait..The family potrait still not the complete set yet,without the family of my big uncle at HK and 3 of my cousins (2 at SG and 1 at KL)

I wonder when could we take a complete family potrait..But when it happend,it will be a super huge and awesome family potrait..Can't wait to let it happend^^

没人陪我走的路

我不知道，一个人要走完多少路，而又有多少路会有人陪伴我们走到尽头。但是我知道人世间有许多的道路是要一个人去面对，去跋涉。天下没有不散的宴席，人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺，也许今天的黄昏你我还在一起共同沐浴夕阳，而明天却要天各一方，杨柳依依，在静谧的月光中演绎着风情万种，红叶飘零，在苍茫的大地中又似乎在说着宿世的怨恨与欲望，预示着覆水难收。



我不知道，一只离群的大雁，要飞跃多少山峦，才会找到它的伙伴。但是我却知道，一只离群的大雁，它的心中一定有着美丽的憧憬，它知道，即使在离开伙伴以后，仍然会有一片水草丰美的地方，让它栖息，而它仍会在那里寻觅，它始终坚信，在春暖花开的季节，它会找到属于它的伙伴，于是，它不再孤独，不再寂寞。它把浮光掠影的美妙身姿，留在了天空。



我不知道，一只蝴蝶的死亡，是否是在祭奠它在春光中找到的美丽的梦想。但是我却知道，蝴蝶的梦想一直是载在它美丽的翅膀上，它在百花丛中翩翩起舞，在绿色的草地上穿梭飞扬，即使在生命的尽头，它还会不停地煽动它灿烂的翅膀，因为它知道，在它生命的最后一刻，在它的心里已经留住了寸寸春光。



我不知道，一枚秋叶的凋零，是否是厌倦了俗世的韵光。但是我却知道，在它飘落的时候，浑身幻化出金色的光，晃如一只轻盈的彩蝶，慢慢的随风飘落，飘落的秋叶，在落入大地以后，就开始在漫长的岁月中等待，等待自己静静的融化，最后成为在地的一滴血液，去滋润生它养它的沃土，重新流入绿叶中，去回报曾经让它辉煌的大树，完成生命的轮回和连续，期待着再次的辉煌。



我不知道，一个人要走完多少路，而又有多少路会有人陪伴我们走到尽头。但是我知道在没有陪伴的路上，我依然会在暮色黄昏，满天霞光中高歌，在花满枝头，在春风荡漾中沐浴，并允许自己在阴湿灰蒙、愁云多雨的季节轻轻的落泪，因为我知道，在前方，在一个我原以为不可触及的位置里，必定会有一个属于我自己的世界存在。