Everytimes bbq party when comes to less ppl(most of people going back),my moods coming..but this times,moods coming when i attend not more than 1 hour..totaly no mood to do anythings..
A lot of people that i dont know(cisco newbies)hard to grouping with them..also have no appetite to eat since at home i already drink 3 tins of beer..Some of them call me to playing cards even drag me,but i still refuse to..my mood is 0,just likes to drinking and smoking..
I cant deny that all in my mind is her..last year bbq situation refresh in my mind..all of us are enjoying..but this time,without her,without any joyful..i still cant let go of her since is going to be 4 month..i'm missing her so much..what else can i do to let go of her..
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