Heartbreaking news..

Today i heard a news,saying that she going to marriage in this coming October..But still dunno is true or false..Although i knew it will happend soon or after but this news really effect my emotion..After i heard the news,my heart feel pain..It's been a while never feel like this..I thought that i already let it go but if i really do,how come i feel heart pain after i get the news..Should say before that i hide my pain well but this news bringing up again that pain to the surface..those memories splash out from mind..very down,hopes i can handle it well and go thru it..