wat i can blame is d weather..i woke up,outside is raining..make my mood down..i miss her miss her so much..
my thinking all is negative..i control myself nt to contact her to avoid any sadness but i still call her..i miss her voice..we dont hv any topic to say..whole day d song tat i listen is sad songs tat fit my mood..after work,mood still nv turn good.then psp play李圣杰song“我懂了她"all d way i listen to tis song until i reach hm..i nv eat today cos no apetite,mayb cos of bad mood..now i un-control again..listen to 许如芸"独角戏"i cant stop my tear now..really cant stop it..i treat her well but she still dump me..i still cant let go of her..in my mind,all cover up by her..wat can i do..i'm dislike playing a relationship..but y i always been played by ppl..true heart in d end break heart..i noe tat she nv played me..she really spend her heart for me..tats y i still love her sooo much..cant let go of her..hopes miracle will happend on me..hopes she would come bek to myside..waiting..waiting..i can giv her wat she want but still depand on her..wanna let me give her happiness or him..my heart is cloudy everyday but still hv to pretend nthg happend..i really tired..i should say is exhausted..
No comments:
Post a Comment