Just now 2215,already 2000 hours..She leaving Singapore or should I say leaving me..2000 hours I never meet her,never talk to her (I mean face to face)except in MSN
In this period,I still cant let go of her..i’m suffering..I miss her soo much but I cant find her,cant disturd her new life at Kuching..But sometimes I failed,I still got contact with her sometimes..Once contact her,my topic sure is rounding on me and her(our relationship)Everytimes makes her unhappy..So I decide not to contact her,although I really miss her..Just can say that I’m torturing myself..Think wanna cry but I just cant cry..tears never come out..maybe this kind of pain is in the highest level..Everydays listen to The Glorious Death(my song of loneliness).feel that how come my life so terrible,I don’t have any bosom friend,been dumped by my love 1..
How long can I recover from this?? 1 year?? 2 year?? I really dunno how long it takes to,just can say,not so easy to..
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