drowning..

In mood again..afternoon i received a message that she send to me..saying something like she still miss me..what can i do..i done all the thing that i can..but still she leaving me..as what i say before,the decision is on her..i'm still waiting for her..if she comes back i really hapee(will it happend??hopes that miracle will drop on me),if she still decide to stay there i dunno what else i can do(go sarawak find her??dont so stupid if she still dont want to come back u will be a fuking idiot)..drowning..cos of love(her)