turn..turn

My mood turn while the weather turns..when waiting bus to work,the weather is hot but when i reach mrt,the weather turns cloudy..damn dark..plus i listen to the song 我以为 by 李圣杰 made my mood turns moody again..moody all days..why cant i just let go..it make me suffering everydays..how come i so useless..other people are so enjoying in their relationship,why i always been hurting again and agian in my realtionship..maybe i live to be lonely..